♫ Now it's my turn!

GRRR!!! I really hate this part! I should guess my relationship with my father will never get back to normal again. Well, even before we used to be like this and the transformation or the hopes of our relationship to be a successful FATHER and SON seems to be very DIM to me, very TRANSPARENT! It's just whenever he talks at me, it appears that he got all the PERFECTNESS in this WORLD! S**T! Yet, I admit that sometimes I did something wrong, but do we have no time, do we have no place here on earth that we could talk like seriously? I'm afraid not a single thing.. Ok, all I wanted is I want him to be my guiding star, not the basis of my sorrow, I want him to be IN our family, not with OTHERS, I want him to act as a father to us, to care for us, to think about us, to be the only partner of my mother and to only love us. 
Years had passed, our house has been changed but not totally, my eldest sister had its own family, another sister of mine had finshed the Nursing course, now I'm currently enrolled in a University with a course of Infomation Technology, my younger brother still in grade school, he already got 3 grand children. Now, my $1M question was, do you think finding another GIRL is just an "OK" since he already gained these achievements? Get it? in short, he's been committing to another girl after my mother, text messages, missed calls, always late coming at home when payday comes will give prove to this matter.. I hope my father would come to realize how my mom sacrifices to stay this family into a whole piece.. What a lame....! I shouldn't be calling you father since you're not my mothers husband, and since you don't act like what a father should be..