Its been so long since I don't have much time bonding with my friends, its all because I am busy with my study this past few months. But now I'm free because I didn't enrolled second semester of my course. However, last last night I've been with friends again and the very craziest part is that I've seen my crush again a.k.a. PUDING! the reason behind my smile. Puding is my friend which I admired since I first saw puding, I was 11 years old that time and that is 2001, we became much closer friend when I use to treat puding everytime I play playstation games, its just puding is much better player to play with me than any other player of the computer shop. 'Till now, puding and I is still friend in spite of my revelation that I admired puding, actually it wasn't me who told puding, it was my friend who I shared about my secrets then told my other friend then that friend tease me everytime we're in group of our friend then later on puding knew about it. But it doesn't affect our friendship, infact puding and I sometimes you know, making out funny talks, gosh! and it makes me BLUSH! and it also lessen my feeling of being shy infront of puding. How wonderful isn't it? you and the person you admired were friend though both of you already knows what was happening around, and it gives you the feeling of freedom, freedom to show more how do you love that person. But! yet! there is but! its been so long since puding knew my secret, and seems like there were no reaction, commentation, suggestion, or violent reaction, sad to think of it but I've heard that puding is having an affair with other, though it hurt, well, thats life, all I need is to accept the fact that we're only friend and no more, but I promise that friend 'till the end. I wish one day puding will give me a very tender loving hug, and a 2 minutes kissing sensation, haha! hope this wish will be granted. haha! Now I realize that I'm nothing but a "trying hard, dying hard, open eyes, day/night dreamer! haha! Happy Halloween everyone!
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